Goooooood. I haven't written anyhing in forever.
Well I can't say I have much time to either way. Been too preoccupie with school and I might have to repeat this schoolyear due to bad marks. Life is so wonderul sometimes. I lost interest in all kinds of things, my body fucks up all the time, I lost a lot of weight because my body refuses to eat, I suffer of insomnia an I da doesn't pass where I don't have a mental breakdown. When I look ito my future is see nothin but a black void - because it's not my future but the future my parents force upon me. Everything points to...yes, burnout.
But hey, I'm still alive and kicking and I know myself: sooner or later I'm going to snap and tell my parents (and anyone who dares to oppress me) that I've suffered enough without any given reason so they better shut he fuck up and let me breathe again. I've been in an emotional cage long enough thanks to them. It's time for me to break free before I completely break down.
I have people who believe in me...but most of them are too far away and out of my reach at the current time. I'll have to walk this path alone...once again.
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